July

Its July now.. such a nice date coz its 17.07.17 baca ke kiri ke kanan sama jak ehehehehe and its 23 Syawal.. Which means its already 23 days after Mamayo leave us. I really miss her. They started to post on fb about how they miss them, and yes. I do miss her too. A lot of stuff I didnt get to do for her and I feel so sad.. And when Baby Girl told me that she told them, she wanted to rest for a while, but she lie.. she meant forever. I wasnt around when she left. I left home wif anger the other day and I didnt even see her after she got back fr d hospital. I laughed, I smiled I it looks like am enjoying myself but deep inside, I really miss her. Nothing seems to be in place these days.. My works going up n down. My health, getting worst. I sat on the sofa of the KPJ Lobby the other day for an hour, after gettong my reports fr my doctor. And KPJ means, Mamayo. I went there a lot becoz of her.. ALLAH.. Please ease everything 4 her.. and may she rests in Jannah, without hisab.. aamiinnnn