wish i didnt say yes

Am very sad rite now. Its like am only here and ruining people's plan. And how i wish i didnt say yes. And how i wishthat all these didnt happen. Gosh.. I dont like wut happen anf i feel like crying... Aduhai.. sabar jak la

Its Over..

Me and him, its over.. he was being unreasonable.. and to my surprise! THIS IS THE THIRD TIME!!! Why am i keep on tolerating him, being ridiculous! He was unbelievable! gosh! i cant believe myself! Raya, then Penang and now 13th GE! He is juz showing that himself isnt worth it! I cant believe that all these while I was so blind to feel what I feel before this! No more coming back In Shaa ALLAH... I have made my decision... May ALLAH makes it easier for me.. How can he becoming my Imam if he continue being what it is! Never change.. How can I stand, living and marrying someone who cant keep his words and blaming me for all these.. yeah i have my own share, too... but THIS CANT GO ON ALREADY! Watching Ariana.. reminds me of my CRAZY PLAN before.. and i thought.. what if after 7 Years.. its nott easy.. not that easy.. and I AM REALLY GLAD I DIDNT MAKE IT HAPPEN! If ever i did, then i will be suffering too... I feel like crying.. Seeing me.. now Jon.. gosh sama jak situasi kami.. and i feel so sad.. but i know ALLAH know whats best for me.. I was getting myself ready for him... but i am juz to stupid.. i shud be ready for anyone.. not him!